EVRENİM - My Space

wenn ihr meint dass es sich
wirklich lohnt es sei wichtig
als ob eine einzelne person
welchen unterschied sie auch macht

aber das tut sie sie tut es
wenn auch ganz anders als gedacht
wisst es das tut sie sie tut es auch
wenn ihr sie niederknüppelt

eine einzelne person als ob
gerade sie gerade ihr
einen unterschied macht
ehe ihr abkratzt wie alle anderen

eine einzelne person
gerade dann


(C) 2019
für sah

Winter 1990. IC von Berlin nach Frankfurt am Main. Ein verschlafener Fahrgast wird vom Schaffner geweckt.
Augenreibend fragt der Schläfer: "Sind wir schon über die Grenze?"
"Wohl etwas länger geschlafen!" grinst der Schaffner.

It should have been nothing but my kid's birthday. It was one if these days, though.

First of all, I worked approximately 14 hours with hardly any breaks. Why would I do this? Being a works council member in social work, I have to deal with more shit imaginable, and yesterday the confirmation came to my knowledge that this inhuman shark calling himself our employer is working against my colleagues and me by openly founding a second company with even worse working conditions, and letting us bleed to death.

Then I learned my Ex had a heart attack. Which affects also the kids, and the rest of the patchwork family. My mother went straight into a massive panic attack, leading to symptoms of her own special heart attack. And on top of everything, my kid, not being able to enjoy her birthday, had to deal with the aftermath of another eating disorder attack, while my best friend, still being in massive pain, was literally kicked out of a London hospital after an operation, probably because she is on NH and did not pay cash.

On this very day, some rotten criminals had to flood Wikipedia's servers bringing it down. May these excuses for human beings from now on be in pain every day, may their employer (or if haven't got one, they themselves each other) treat them like slaves, may their mothers suffer each single day of their lives, may their kids have serious diseases, may their friends, if they have any, be gone for good because the doctors refused to treat them.

If anyone attacks again the one organisation that brings mankind together, and forward, by giving out free and valid information, they should all die of a heart attack. Instantly. After one of these days, of course!

Steht es schon fest, frage ich mich
Traue mich kaum zu planen
Ich kenne ja nicht den Tag
Stelle mir manchmal was Vages vor
Teils froh, teils ängstlich deswegen

So manches Mal rätsele ich schon
Eines Tages dann wird es so weit sein
Nicht bereit, den Moment zu bestimmen
So noch nicht jedenfalls
Eines Tages werde ich es wissen


(C) 2019